{"id":10604,"date":"2002-07-29T14:05:26","date_gmt":"2002-07-29T18:05:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/?p=10604"},"modified":"2002-07-29T14:05:26","modified_gmt":"2002-07-29T18:05:26","slug":"10604","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/2002\/07\/10604\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m always listening to music of some kind when I&#8217;m on the computer&#8230; Maybe I&#8217;ll write what song I&#8217;m currently listening to everyday when I start my blogging.. yeah. Starting now.<br \/><BR>No Doubt &#8211; New<br \/><BR>This is very surprising since I havent listened to No Doubt in forever.<br \/><BR>I&#8217;m in one of those monday afternoon depressive moods. Today my thing to be depressed about is my lack of real life friends. I have a bunch of friends online, and that&#8217;s very cool, there are lots of really great people there, I love them lots %) but when I am bored, on a monday afternoon I can&#8217;t say &#8220;Hey (insert name here) wanna go get a coffee?&#8221; The most we can do is chat. That leaves me in the house, in this silly computer chair. I want to go out sometimes! I hate depending on Myk for everything, even all my social interaction. But can I help it? I&#8217;m terribly shy, so even if I knew were to look for people to hang out with I probably wouldnt have much luck approaching them. I guess I have a hard time getting close to people in real life anyway. It&#8217;s probably because everytime I do either I move, or they move, or something stupid happens that makes me not be able to hang out with them. When my friend Jim an I hung out back in Seneca Falls it was mostly at work &#8217;cause my ex would freak if he saw me anywhere else with him&#8230; A few months after getting really close to my friend Eric he went to college&#8230; less than 2 months after I met my friend Tom I broke up with steve and ended up moving&#8230; and just TWO WEEKS before I left rochester to come here I met my friend Pete&#8230; Me moving has had a lot to do with it I guess&#8230; It&#8217;s always still hard knowing that I have probably only one person from high school that I even remotely talk to (yep, that&#8217;s you Leslie), while it seems everyone else in the world have &#8220;friends they have known forever&#8221;. Heh&#8230; life sucks.. I&#8217;m gonna go try to find something to do to keep my mind off it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m always listening to music of some kind when I&#8217;m on the computer&#8230; Maybe I&#8217;ll write what song I&#8217;m currently listening to everyday when I start my blogging.. yeah. Starting now.No Doubt &#8211; NewThis is very surprising since I havent listened to No Doubt in forever.I&#8217;m in one of those monday afternoon depressive moods. Today [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10604","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10604","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10604"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10604\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10604"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10604"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/princessleia.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10604"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}