…to a show on NPR and somehow in the conversation it came up that people only write in diaries when they’re sad. I was never one to write in diaries, and in my blog I find that I do the complete opposite. I haven’t been the best at posting lately, and although I’ve been busy and going on trips with close friends a lot over these past few months it hasn’t succeeded in completely masking the deep sorrow and feeling of loss over the failure of my marriage.
After months of self exploration of all kinds, heartache, lies and honesty, and a couples therapist, Michael and I have decided to try again. I moved back into the house this week (financial and “I need grounding” decision), and I’m leaving soon to finish moving the last of the furniture. I’m hopeful about this new attempt, much that was once buried has been flushed into the open and I feel we owe it to each other to give it another go.
Things will be different this time around.
Saturday, Jul 26th, 2008 at 16:16
Nice to hear – best wishes!