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I’m always listening to music of some kind when I’m on the computer… Maybe I’ll write what song I’m currently listening to everyday when I start my blogging.. yeah. Starting now.

No Doubt – New

This is very surprising since I havent listened to No Doubt in forever.

I’m in one of those monday afternoon depressive moods. Today my thing to be depressed about is my lack of real life friends. I have a bunch of friends online, and that’s very cool, there are lots of really great people there, I love them lots %) but when I am bored, on a monday afternoon I can’t say “Hey (insert name here) wanna go get a coffee?” The most we can do is chat. That leaves me in the house, in this silly computer chair. I want to go out sometimes! I hate depending on Myk for everything, even all my social interaction. But can I help it? I’m terribly shy, so even if I knew were to look for people to hang out with I probably wouldnt have much luck approaching them. I guess I have a hard time getting close to people in real life anyway. It’s probably because everytime I do either I move, or they move, or something stupid happens that makes me not be able to hang out with them. When my friend Jim an I hung out back in Seneca Falls it was mostly at work ’cause my ex would freak if he saw me anywhere else with him… A few months after getting really close to my friend Eric he went to college… less than 2 months after I met my friend Tom I broke up with steve and ended up moving… and just TWO WEEKS before I left rochester to come here I met my friend Pete… Me moving has had a lot to do with it I guess… It’s always still hard knowing that I have probably only one person from high school that I even remotely talk to (yep, that’s you Leslie), while it seems everyone else in the world have “friends they have known forever”. Heh… life sucks.. I’m gonna go try to find something to do to keep my mind off it.

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