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You know how sometimes a day is going good, nothing to spectacular, but good, and then something little happens that just totally upsets you so that the rest of the day is spent being depressed and bored? Well it’s one of those days for me! This morning when I wrote my post I was in a pretty good mood.. and noew I just want to go to bed and wait for a new day to come along so I have a fresh start.

First of all, the scifi chat server is all unstable today, and ok, it’s like that a lot, so it’s just irratating. But I am trying to work on scripts for my new bot and I cant freaking do it on a server that wants to quit every 3 seconds. So noew my script is a little weird ’cause I was working on it (testing new things), when the server quit last and totally pissed me off… *UGH* I was so frustrated that I even wandered to another irc server to try to work on it, only to find out that the scifi server is so freaking special that my scripts only work there. *Sigh*

As if this isnt enough to upset me, we found out soon after I wrote that first post that Myk isnt getting the Sparc box afterall… apparently one of our friends responded first. This was all after Myk wrote all this stuff in one of the chat rooms about all the stuff he wanted to do with it… and was so excited, and so happy and all saying how his birthday was gonna rock… I guess when I thought he was gonna get the sparc it made me feel better that I wasnt really able to get him anything (well I *could* but it would be paid for out of my savings, and he’s told me before that he doesnt want me spending that on him). Plus he’s so impossible to shop for.. I thought I could pay for this and it’d be so perfect! … So I guess the whole thing falling through really upset me: 1. because I know how excited Myk was about it 2. All that guilt came back about not getting him anything … I guess I’m too sensitive, and I dont take disappointment well, I actually started crying! Yep, I’m such a girl… I guess it was just the mood I was in, and I slept weird last night too.. maybe I’m tired? I dont even feel like going to the plug meeting tonight ’cause I’m so depressed about all this crap, it’s so stupid.

*sigh* I guess I’m gonna go play with my neopets, or something… even if the scifi server comes back up in the near future I think I am just too upset and frustrated to work on my script… laters

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