o/` Nine Inch Nails – Underneath It All o/`
It’s finally raining.
For the past 10 days or so there have been clouds in the sky. Each time we walk outside it feels like it’s about to rain. I think this has had a very strang impact on how I’ve been feeling. I love rain! And I anticipate it. So when they say it’s going to rain and it doesnt it gives me this strange empty feeling.
The Stitch and Bitch get together is tonight. I realized this morning that I don’t want to go. It’s not because I’m depressed… I am really not. I think I just need to be in a certain mood to want to meet people and socialize. I mean going out to the movies, or to dinner, or something like that would be totally cool, but sitting around knitting and talking? I don’t think I’d enjoy myself, not right now. I do plan on going to the next one though!
So it looks like the plans for my trip to Maine are starting to solidify. I’m going to fly up to NH on the morning of June 7th (saturday) probably spend saturday in NH, sleep at an aunt’s house… drive to Maine on sunday, spend most the day with my dad, maybe meet up with my friend Leslie that evening/night, sleep probably with my sister Heather in South Portland, then head up to Winthrop where my mother lives on monday, spend that day with her, probably spend the night, then on tuesday drive back to New Hampshire, spend more time with family there before my flight back to Philly around 5 pm. I know everyone will be compleining that I didnt spend enough time with them, but I really cant spare any more than just those four days. We’re planning to have our first philly chix meeting on the thursday of that week, I wouldnt want to come home on wednesday and then have to get everything prepared for the meeting the next day, that would be a bit stressful -_- Yeah, so hopefully this little visit will shut my family up for at least another 6 months.
Again, I’m reluctant to leave Myk for a few days. It really is upsetting me more than I thought it would… I think I partially feel guilty, but I have a feeling that most of this vacation will be “duty” and not “fun” … but all the guilt aside, I really will miss him! I’ll have to make time to email him every day %) And I’ll probably wander into IRC a couple of times if I get bored…
Yeah.
I made oggs of all my NIN cds this morning while I was cleaning the apartment… fun stuff. I did it because I was so frustrated with how many of my NIN mp3s were corrupted for no reason…
Now I am going to go get some work done %) *wanders off*