o/` Dido – Isobel o/`
I feel better this morning.
As I have been complaining about lately, I am depressed. I’ve considered seeing a doctor about this depression, but honestly I don’t want to become one of the masses of zombie anti-depressant takers. I always get over it eventually anyway.
So yesterday was a lousy day. I woke up around 6 am and took a shower since I needed to drive to work with Myk so I could take the Jeep to Pep Boys to get it looked at (it’s been making this ticking noise for about 2 weeks or so). It was snowing, I am not a big fan of driving in the snow, but to avoid traffic we took mostly back-roads, and people there seemed to take care driving, which I assume is because most of them were driving in their own neighborhood… and everyone knows the only place you need to be careful driving in is your own neighborhood! Anyway, the roads werent too bad actually, Myk drove into work and I drove from there to Pep Boys. I went to Wawa around 7 to grab something to eat. Wawa is like a gas station without gas pumps (well, some of them do have gas pumps.. but this one didnt), and the amazing thing, that I have mentioned before, is a great number of them dont take credit cards! All I had was $2 and a $20… and of course the total came to something stupid like $2.14 so I had to break the $20 that I kept meaning to put in the bank, and what really bugs me is I have something like $10 in change here at home that i always neglect to bring anywhere. Anyway, I sat in the Wawa parking lot (which is actually the same lot as for pep boys) for about an hour listening to NPR before my appointment at Pep Boys at 8… it would have been silly to drive 20 minutes home, sit around home for 20 minutes and drive the 20 minutes back you see…
I get to Pep Boys for the appointment, and STRESS to them to check the oil before they did anything ’cause we assumed the noise was attributed to an oil problem, so an hour later they come back and say that the oil was very low and is either leaking or burning pretty bad. I sorta expected this, and so the suggested they do an engine diagnostic to see exactly what was going one, $85 *ugh!* $85 before they could even START work on it! Oh well… an hour later they came back and told me that there was some oil thingy broken, which also caused the meter in the dashboard not to work (I HAD noticed that), they said fixing that would be $75. No problem! That’s not bad… but then they suggested a tune up and cleaning of the fuel injecter thingy (yes, that’s a technical term %P), I told them to fix the oil thingy and I’d get in touch with Myk to see if he wanted to do the tune up. The tune up and stuff ended up costing around $240, eak! But the Jeep needed it so we went through with it. It was about noon by the time they finally got done, luckily I had brought a book so I wasnt terribly bored. I get up to pay for the work and the credit card was denied! I called Myk to ask what I should do, and he wasn’t at his desk (I had his cellphone for the day) so I left a message, and wandered around Pep Boys for a while, about a half hour I guess, then finally decided to put as much on the card as I could, and pay for the rest out of my savings account. I did that, and it really bothered me, because my precious savings was now down to $100 %( But it’s work that needed to be done, and my money really was for situations like that. I was going to go get some lunch after that, but I was just too upset. (turns out the credit card company hadnt processed our last payment yet, after 2 weeks, so we didnt have enough to cover it, but we would today! bastards…)
I drove home, got home around 1. I found a notice on our door about us owing for the water bill. This upset me ’cause I remember writing that check out, I walked up to the office and had them check their records and they admitted a mistake on their part and apologized profusely. UGH! Then I get home from the office, and notice the answering machine had a message on it from the health care insurance peop
le who I had called the previous day. Now these people are VERY hard to get ahold of, you wait on hold forever, assuming you dont get a busy signal when you first call, which I usually did, and I wasn’t home for their call back! So I had to do the whole thing over just to get them to answer a stupid question I had, this time I agreed to stay on hold. But calling 3245 times, FINALLY getting through, THEN being put on hold for 15 minutes did nothing to improve my mood. After that was all straightened out I went out to check the mail and we get a thing from blockbuster video saying that we didnt return a DVD. I remember specifically returning this dvd, so I was upset %) I called them and I get this kid on the phone who mumbles that it has been “taken care of” … no apology or anything! Gah. By this point I was ready to crawl into bed and just cry, so many mistakes by other people that are coming to bug me! And of course it all has to come on one day *knocks on wood*
But instead of crying I decided to go grocery shopping. I used my money ’cause I wanted to get the shopping done asap, and I needed to do something to keep my mind off how crappy I was feeling. Luckily the shopping trip was fairly uneventful. I went to pick up Myk from work around 3:30, and while driving out there I notice that I can still sorta hear the ticking in the engine!!! Now talk about wanting to cry!!! Myk got into the Jeep and I said “i am so sorry, it’s still making that STUPID noise!” And of course as I usually do in situations such as this I start blaming myself and how I cant even do a simple thing like taking the car to get it fixed. I guess I was sorta freaking out ’cause Myk asked me to calm down. We started driving home and he assured me that the sound wasnt nearly as loud at it had been, and on a whole the Jeep sounded and was running much better, he said it might take a while for the ticking sound to go completely away because the engine was almost completely without oil and it needed to be all oiled up again, or something, car engine functions are not my forte %). I guess I was fairly wound up when we got home, it’s just difficult to relax, and I KNEW as soon as I began to relax I’d fall asleep because I was so tired. We ate dinner around 4:30 (i had neglected to eat lunch in all my frustration) and then around 5:30 I sat on the couch to read, and started falling asleep. Myk and I decided to “lie down for a little bit” so I slept til about 8:30 %) Naps are bad! Luckily I was able to go back to bed around 1ish and get a decent amount of sleep… although I am still tired. To top it all off I had a headache most of the day yesterday. I think it was a combination about being outside with the sun and glaring snow and being stressed out %s
And now it’s today. I am sure I had a bunch of introspective things I had planned to write about when I went to sleep last night, but as with most nighttime ideas that I have, I have forgotten, since I didn’t think to write anything down. Bleh, I am tired.
Oh! I did get the guestbook finished on wallaceandgromit.net, so now it’s all pretty. I guess I am a bit down because I have accomplished much of what I set out to do in the past few weeks. I wanted my IRC bot to have a mysql database, so working with Perl DBI I was able to do that, I made guestbooks and polls for my sites using php and mysql, and I even went further to create a password protected site for users to access the IRC Bot’s mysql database from the web %) It’s really cool looking too, unfortunately I can’t show everyone since the whole point is it’s only available to certain users, lol. Oh well, it’s a table that looks like R2-D2 with the info inclosed in the “body” of the droid. It’s cute. Maybe I will just work on my site this afternoon, basic html pages to pass the time, I have tons of sections I began working on and never finished. I need another perl, php, or mysql project!
Anyway, I need to go do morning things noew.