My websites are down %( *sigh*
I am depressed, dunno why, I have a headache too, and I’m not sure which happened first, it’s possible that one caused the other, heh.
Went to the discount bookstore yesterday, turned out to be one of those ones where they rent an old store building and set up temp tables everywhere with cheap books on them. I found a few good ones, picked up Griffin & Sabine for $5, a book I was first introduced to in high school when I was doing an illustration and design class.. it’s really cool, a series of letters between two artists, you see the actual handwriting and postcards and you can pull out letters from envelops to read them (all fictional of course), a really great idea, and fun to read. I also got Shadow Of Hegemon, since it was inexpensive and I’ll be getting the rest of the series soon enough. Got Midnight in the Garden of Evil and The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon as old library books, so they were like 2/$5 .. i’ve heard good things about them so it’s worth it. Also got a World History For Dummies book, to again expand my lacking history knowledge, repetition is the best for remembering %) And lastly, I got a big illustrated copy of Terry Pratchett’s The Last Hero … it’s a really cool book, lots of pictures of discworld things, cant wait to read it and check out the illustrated adaptations of them.
After going to the bookstore, my friend Nita asked what I wanted to do next, since we hadnt really planned anything else. I sorta shrugged and admitted that I really don’t get out much and had no idea what there was to do, and plus I really wasnt up for actually spending any money. So she suggested we go pick up her boyfriend’s sister and go to a mall. Sure, I had never been to the King Of Prussia Mall before. Now again, I am not a big mall fan, but I guess it’s ok to spend time at, I mean people are still annoying, but it’s better than sitting in a car and just talking, I guess I might have preferred going to someone’s house and hanging out *shrugs* don’t want people I am with to be bored %)
So walking around the mall, I went to the stores I liked, suffered through going to a few clothing stores (hehe), and while talking to friends I went with I got the distinct impression that I didn’t really belong. My humor generally dark, pessimistic and overall dreadfully sarcastic, they laughed a lot, but it’s a rather dry humor most of the time and out of place… There were also a few times when they were checking out guys… now I’ve never been the kind of person to openly “check out” guys and sit around and giggle about how cute they were, in fact, I am so oblivous that I barely ever notice! So each time the conversation went in that direction I was completely lost. And at one point we walked past this store with some nice dresses hanging in the window. Normally I wouldnt even have noticed them, but Caren pointed them out, and then they muttered something about how I have the type of body that would look great in that and they hated how they didnt. I wasn’t sure how to respond to this type of comment! Usually the *last* thing I talk about with people is my weight, I dont care much unless I see I am gaining, and I generally wear men’s clothes anyway so it’s not like I care to show anything off… so I mumbled something about how it has a lot to do with genetics, and just the other day I ate 14 cookies (when I was baking cookies). They stopped and looked at me. “What?” “You don’t hang around women much do you?” Well, no, I guess I dont…. “Saying that kind of thing will get you in big trouble!” Oops. %( I don’t exactly understand the problem, I mean I was just trying to demonstrate that I probably eat just as badly as them and so that I know it’s not *completely* a diet thing, and I’m just lucky. I guess this is what men mean when they say they dont understand women, I just hate admitting I dont understand women sometimes either %(
I went to bath and body works and got some bubblebath (finally!), and then we got back to the car around 6:15 or so. Nita suggested going out for dinner, but I didn’t want to go out without Myk, and we are trying to save money. But Nita insisted and said I should call Myk and ask if he wanted to go, Caren piped up and said “yeah! i wanna see Myk again!” So I used Nita’s cellphone and called up Myk, who suggested he call Nita’s boyfriend (Caren’s brother) Mike and see if he wanted to come out too. I told him that we were on our way back to our apartment and we could see what Mike said when we got home (yeah, two Mike’s very confusing, luckily when typing they are Myk and Mike, hehe). So we drove back to my apartment, turns out Mike’s T1 (they have a t1 in their apartment… he works for an ISP) was down and he has been really stressed out and didnt feel like going out. So we just picked up my Myk and ended up going out to TGI Friday’s. This was an interesting experience unto itself.
We get there, wait the customary 15 minutes to get a table, order our drinks and food, and start talking. It was fun, I mean you go to a restuarant in a situation like that to socialize with friends, sure we were hungry, but that is definately secondary. So it took something like 35 minutes for our food to be made, and I noticed at one point that that was a long time, but honestly I didn’t really care. Finally the food comes out and the waiter is full of apologies about how long it took, and we were like “oh, ok, whatever” and he was obviously flustered and taking it too seriously. HE ended up going to the manager and the manager came over to our table and asked if everything was ok. It was, my chicken sandwich didnt have bacon on it, I got extra mayo, I was happy. So the waiter comes back with a couple things we had asked for, and says “sorry again, and you should have told the manager it was horrible and took forever! It looks bad on me now…” WTF? Again we just sorta ignored and went back to eating… and the service actually got worse because the waiter was working himself up about this all and kept forgetting what we asked for. Oh well, in the end, again, I didn’t really care, I wasn’t there for the quality service of TGI Friday’s (HAH!)…
Anyway, the best part of the day for me (besides the bookstore) was when we got back from dinner. It was almost 9:30, and we all came back to our apartment, and congregated in the computer room. Now both Myk’s and my workstations are on linux, and the first thing Caren said when she walked in the room was “nice screensaver” .. about xsnow and xpenguins. I quickly explained what it was (she is smart, but fairly clueless when it comes to computers)… Then Myk pulled something up, and got a bunch of ooh’s and ahh’s about the multiple desktops. So he went into explaining what exactly multiple desktops were, and how navigation and keybindings worked and stuff. Then I showed Caren and Nita a few things (Nita has debian on her computer, but doesnt use it much ’cause Mike hasn’t gotten sound to work there yet. It was really a lot of fun, I love showing off R2 %) and especially to people who are truly interested, makes me feel smart too, hehe. I also showed how UT and UT2K3 run in linux, and how cool that is, and stuff. So in the end Caren looks at Nita and said “can you teach me about linux?” Nita laughed and I put in that I’d be more than willing to have a “chick linux learning” session with them… and they agreed that that would be fun. Both Nita and I are unemployed (for much the same reasons, actually, but she does have a car), so it would just be a matter of finding time when Caren was available. I’d be so happy to see both Nita and Caren running on linux near full-time.
The interesting thing about Nita and Caren’s limited access to the power of linux is that Mike is REALLY smart, a total linux guru. Maybe he’s just not a good teacher? Maybe he just doesn’t have the time? I am not sure… I mean Myk is busy, but always has time to help me out with my stupid problems, hehe… Maybe they have just not shown enough interest in it to make him want to take the time to teach… or maybe he doesnt want the added trouble of being tech support when things break, hehe…
Anyway, it’s friday, that means time to clean the apartment, fun fun. I should go do that now. *wanders off*
o/` Red Delicious – Vertigo o/`
I’m in a really strange anxious mood. The kind of mood I am in when I drink too much caffiene, or am stressed out about something. But I am neither really. I *am* going out with a friend this afternoon, maybe the past few months of little to no social interaction has caused me to have more problems where my social anxiety is concerned? I dunno, probably. But I feel really comfortable around this friend of mine, she’s really great, it can’t be that. Maybe since I woke up worrying and my body has not yet adjusted to the fact that I don’t need to be worried anymore, yeah, that must be it. Isn’t it great how I always work out my thoughts like this in my weblog? Heehee.
So yeah, I am going out this afternoon with a friend, it’s just to a used bookstore… she knows I love to read and found this old store near her house, and we havent seen each other since, um, my birthday I guess… about 2 1/2 months. Anyway, it’s an excuse to hang out, and that’s all I need. She’ll be picking me up around 2…
Ever have one of those days were you get cravings for a great variety of things? Yesterday evening I was like that… watched The West Wing and Law and Order, and almost everytime they had food I developed a want for that food! Ugh! Especially since I had been snacking on (er “testing”) cookies all day, hehe… I still have a craving for pizza from Pizza Joint in South Portland, the greasy pepperoni covered stuff, like 1000% daily saturated fat content in one slice… mmm yeah… and I dont even eat pepperoni anymore %) Luckily South Portland is a few states away and I wont be tempted to wander there and buy a pizza, hehe.
MySQL is cool. I wrote this “address book” that holds address, phone number, email address, name, nickname, birthday and stuff for everyone we know.. this is all with a php front end, so we can edit, add, and search (by name, nickname, or birthday) easily through a web browser. I spent most of the day on tuesday working on it %) I have yet to add many people’s information to it because I havent really had a chance, but it works really nicely… of course it’s just on our home lan, it should be cool when all the people are added %) Ever since creating this I have thought of TONS of ways to use mysql, mostly dealing with the ability to make the database searchable. Like my books page, put all the reviews into a mysql database, and have it searchable by author and title, yeah! And the Recipe section of my site I’m working on, I could put that info into a mysql database and make it searchable… the possibilties are endless and I keep thinking of more, hehe. It’s really fun tho, I learn so much each time I go to work on something new with mysql and php… Now I am even considering working with Perl and MySQL … using my irc bot (written in perl for irssi) and possibly making a searchable database of contact information for #13thHour members, accessible by approved nickname. THAT would be a fun project…
Anyway, I have a few things to do (like eat lunch) before i go out this afternoon. *wanders off*
Well my site was down for a bit last night, we were changing our webserver from testing debian to stable.. prolly should have done that *before* we moved the webpages, oh well, a little downtime didnt hurt too much %) Everything seemed to go smoothly I’m really happy %D
I’m making cookies now. Prolly going to go read while I do it so I dont burn any cookies by not paying attention, hehe. The sugar cookie dough is in the ‘fridge chilling (needs to chill 2-3 hours before making the cookies), and I have chocolate chip ones in the oven now, YAY!
*wanders back to making cookies*
Jimmy Eat World – A Praise Chorus
The direct link to the guestbook for princessleia.com is :http://www.princessleia.com/Guestbook.php … it’s located under the links on the right side of the main page too, heh.
Working on an address/email/phone number database and I’m writing a php frontend for it, with search options. It’s more difficult than I thought it would be %) *wanders back to work on it*
YAY! I have my new guestbook up on princessleia.com
Everyone can go there now and sign it (%
o/` Stabbing Westward – The Only Thing o/`
I didnt write anything yesterday, never really had a chance.. er I did, but I used that chance to chat instead. Saturday I said I probably wasnt going to do much, but I ended up going to the … wait for it…. MALL. I just have one thing to say about that experience:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I didn’t actually *want* to go to the mall. As people who know me know, I HATE malls, and this hatred goes much further when the month is December. Not that I don’t like shopping, I’m a woman so at least that instinct is intact ;) But actually going to a store, and having to look for what I want, having to deal with PEOPLE is really annoying. Like I have said before, online shopping was made for people like me, besides, with online shopping you not only get cool stuff, but you get packages in the mail too! And getting packages in the mail is fun. Anyway, I went to the mall in December because I needed cookie sheets, and cookie cutters, and a rolling pin, and cookie tins to put cookies in… I know they sell most of these things at the grocery store, but they tend to be really expensive and the quality is questionable.
This was the first time I drove myself to the mall ’cause I told Myk I’d go out and get all the errands done myself. I get to the mall and then spent 20 minutes looking for a parking space. That 20 minutes was HELL. At one point I was stopped in the entrance to part of a parking lot only one car width wide (one way since it’s a very busy part of the parking lot), and instead of letting me go this other woman decided she wanted to squeeze her car in next to mine going the wrong way! Then of course it caused a big traffic jam because she couldnt move until finally I backed up the jeep so she could get out again and go down the correct lane *UGH* I finally found a space in the back of the mall, WAY far out in the parking lot ’cause I didn’t want to deal with people long enough to get a closer space, I CAN WALK %) I get into the mall and it’s insane as expected. I go to stores primarily looking for cookie cutters, ’cause if all else failed I could just get everything else at the grocery store… and I couldnt find any!!! Went to the Disney store and all their xmas stuff was marked down! Same with many stores, and the selection sucked, what are these people thinking? I ended up walking around the mall for almost an hour, I ended up getting some of those little wire hook things to hang up bulbs on the tree with, and then just went to sears and bought a couple cookie sheets (they didnt have cookie tins that I could find OR a rolling pin, UGH!). I resolved to either just have round cookies or hope I found something at the grocery store.
So I get to the grocery store plaza and there is a “Michael’s” next to it, where they sell crafty stuff, so I decide to go there to see if they had cookie cutters. All they had were individual BIG ones that were like $5 each … and then they had “generic” ones that were like a star, moon, heart … so I just got those. Then I noticed a “Bath Body and Beyond” store and remembered that I wanted to get bubble-bath. So I walked over to that store and saw tons of kitchen stuff! GAH! I didn’t need to go to the mall after all! So I was able to get a couple Christmas-themed cookie cutters, a rolling pin, and some cookie tins. So I get back to the Jeep and put the bags in there and realize that I forgot to get bubble bath, DOH! I am such a woman.
Then I went grocery shopping and got all the cookie ingredients and then went home. In all this entire venture took about 4 hours… It was good getting out of the house I guess, even if the mall was insane. When I got home we put up xmas lights on our porch, they look nice too, even if we are the only people in our part of the complex who has lights up. We’re going to take pictures of the tree n stuff in a few days once we have firewood, so we can take a pretty picture of our fireplace and decorated mantel with a fire in it.
Last night I found out something interesting… Baking Powder has an expiration date! And not “in ten years” but like, 2 years… Now this wouldnt surprise me but I could have sworn that my mother had the same baking powder for like 7 years, hehe. Maybe I just didn’t notice she bought more, but what the hell do you use baking powder for? My mother certainly did not do a lot of baking from scratch… *shrugs* In any event, I am not going to use all that before 2 years is up, I wish they sold it in smaller quantities.
Going to get my PA license prolly on Thursday. We would do it earlier, but Myk can only leave work so early and the DMV usually closes at 4:15… if we got there at 3:30 it would be difficult to get everything done before the close, but on Thursdays they are open til 8 .. so going there at 3:30 wont be a problem, and hopefully it wont be too busy.
I love coffee.
So I have been reading the second volume of the Outline Of History by HG Wells. And I have been learning quite a number of interesting things. In school they made it seem like Asia and Europe were quite separate and had no influence over each other until after Marco Polo, they *stressed* this even, which is odd, because I have found several instances where there is interaction, usually through Christian missionaries, but also through invading armies that clashed along the transient borders between Asia and Europe, and through a bit of trade. I mean granted, the influence was not much, and news didnt travel much, but they really did know about each other, and they weren’t as isolated as I was led to believe, I hate school. There are also lots of interesting facts that would have made me more interested in history if people had only pointed them out! Like the Pope who began the Inquisition was Pope Innocent III .. innocent! HAH! and that “Normandy” was named for the “Northmen” (vikings) who settled the original (located in what is now northern France)… and Gypsies are called “gypsies” because they are rumored to have come from Egypt. See, there are lots of interesting things about history that I just don’t know. I also noticed from reading this history that Wells wrote this for “the common person who didn’t know much about history” … but it’s often that he makes references to world geography that I just don’t know much about. Granted, Wells lived in England, and I am sure people of England know European geography better than I do, but it’s definitely made me learn more in an effort to visualize everything explained in the book. But it seems like 80 years ago when this was written, so many things like geography were common knowledge, and they really arent anymore, sad.
Speaking of sad, recently I was talking to a friend. He has a girlfriend who has a lot of health problems and was saying that he doesnt want to be “burdened” with taking care of her when he gets older and she cannot take care of herself. This was really surprising to me. I mean I guess I can see where he is coming from, he’s young, and doesnt want to grow older *knowing* that he’ll have to take care of the woman he loves, but does he really love her if he sees it as a BURDEN? I can see myself in the same situation, if Myk was somehow going to get older and end up in a wheelchair and I had to take care of him, and I don’t see that like that at *all* It’s a change, and it may be difficult, but by no means do I see it as a deturrant. And what if this guy breaks up with this girl because of her health problems and 15 years into his real marriage his wife gets into a car accident? Would he be willing to take on the responsibility of taking care of her then? I guess it’s just a question of how much you love someone … I’m sure he’d take care of someone he truly loved, but right now he just doesnt see it like that…
Uh, so maybe you will notice that I took down the banner that says “PrincessLeia2’s Journal” and replaced it with just normal text. I did that ’cause we moved princessleia.com and wallaceandgromit.net down to our home connection last night (sooner than I had expected, but that means I can put up my guest-book soon, yay). Anyway, the image is hosted there, and now whenever anyone sees an image linked to my site it “uploads” to them, thus making my connection slow and sucky. So to avoid so much lag on my connection I am taking down images I have in places other than my site that I really don’t need. If you go to princessleia.com the load time is a little slower than before, but as long as I don’t make it too image intensive it’s still fast enough for people to browse, it’s not painful anyway. And although my page gets a good number of hits, it’s not like it’s constant so my connection shouldn’t be *too* terrible
Is anyone still reading this entry? Congrats.
I was a bit stressed out yesterday. I guess it’s ’cause on Saturday Myk and I talked about me getting a job, and an entire of year of procrastinating came crashing down on top of me. It’s so EASY to say I will go out and get a job in the field I want to, so easy to say “sometime in the future I will …” but when the future comes rushing up at me I just tend to run. Excuses, rationalizations, completely avoiding the subject and hoping it will go away. I’m scared. I feel like I had an entire adult life looming in front of me and I don’t know what to do, I feel so inexperienced and stupid! So it all came down to me breaking down and crying while Myk tried to explain to me what he went through at my age. And although I am still scared, it’s not quite so bad. Myk told me not to worry about getting a job, because currently the things I say about not having a job arent just excuses, they are the truth! To get even an entry level position somewhere I need a car, preferably contacts in the area to help me get in the door, and some sort of community activity (which again, requires a vehicle). I dont have a car, I dont have friends around here (well I have Myk’s friends…). But I still feel that although these things are holding me back a bit, I am still hiding behind them. I know I will freak when I get a car. So I sorta talked to Myk about this, and he said something really profound “There is not much more to life than this.” Now I have spent MONTHS worrying about the future, and working myself up about it, that this worrying has created a HUGE cloud of confusion and fear in my head, and it’s really not all that bad. I get a car, get a crappy tech job, and work my way up from there. Building a career does not begin with your perfect job, I *know* I don’t know enough to do well at my perfect job. And if I really love what I do (and I do, I love computers) I will be happy, even a crappy tech job is better than working at a grocery store. So I guess I wont be going up to the plaza near here and getting a job… We cant afford a car for me at the moment, but we will work toward that, so eventually I will. And in the meantime I will continue striving to learn everything I am interested in and that will benefit my future.
I am much less scared now, I love Myk so much. It’s nice to have someone to drag my crazy worrying into perspective %)
This entry has been long, I should end it now so I can go get some work done %) *wanders off*
o/` Frank Sinatra – The Most Wonderful Of The Year o/`
I was feeling really down last night, I think I was just tired… but it still sucked. Ended up going to sleep around midnight, and I didnt get up til 10:30 this morning, but I’m still exhausted. I also woke up with a sore throat, I’ve been munching on sore throat drops all morning, I hate sore throats! Hurts to eat, hurts to drink, hurts to swallow. I just hope this doesn’t mean I am getting a cold.
I think I actually know enough about MySQL and php to create my own little “Poll” for prinessleia.com… I had one back when I used phpnuke on my site, but have never gathered up the courage to write one myself. I think I will try to work on that this weekend, it’d be nice to have a guestbook and a poll up when I get my site all moved and stuff %)
I think we are going to put lights up on our little porch this afternoon *looks into the bag of throat drops* and I’ll need to get summore of these… other than that I think I will prolly be reading most of the day… I am so boring, hehee.
*wanders off*
o/` Fisher – Six Hundred Sixty Six o/`
Well I was going to put my guestbook up today… I ended up making it all pretty yesterday and even making it so each entry is colored with a randomly selected color (out of 5 different colors) .. I guess it looks a little tacky, but I can always change it someday if I really hate it, hehe. But we talked about getting rid of the cobalt last night, and decided we really need to save all the money we can for a house and the cobalt is *VERY* expensive (it’s a 20 gig cobalt at a NOC, oc-48 connection, unlimited bandwidth, use your imagination, hehe)… so probably sometime next month we wont have it anymore %( We’re going to move our sites to our home cable connection, and hope we dont have too many connection problems. It’s going to suck, and each time someone surfs our sites the connection speed will be shot to hell, but we must make some sacrifices to get a house someday, and this is a very small one in the scheme of things. SO I decided to just wait til we move the sites down to our home connection to set up the database for the guestbook, that way I wont have any problems moving the database or anything, and wont have to set it all up twice in a relatively short amount of time.
So today I got up, cleaned the apartment like I do every friday morning, and then came to my computer with 43545 ideas about what i could do today (when I take walks, clean, or most anything away from my computer that i have spare brainpower during I tend to think of all the stuff I will be doing once I get back to my computer, hehe). I ended up messing around with irrsi command binding %) Wrote a script so when i type /xmas it returns my “christmas facey” … and then i wrote one so when i do /x what i want %) to say … it turns the %) into a christmas facey… hehe, it’s all silly of course, but I hadnt done any perl scripting for irssi in a few months. I made one for Myk too, so his 8) has christmas’ness too, hehe… and now our chat nicks are PrincessJingle2 and ChristmasTime YAY! %
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Anyway, it’s friday, yay! I doubt we’ll be doing anything really this weekend. I havent been reading as much as I usually do, so I want to get a bit of reading done, maybe start setting up a box to handle all 4 of our domain names, n stuff.
*wanders off*
o/` Radiohead-Paranoid_Android o/`
It’s Snowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahem, now that I got that out of my system… the snow is nice, fluffy, happy snow %) We have something like 4 inches on the ground, it’s not supposed to stop til this evening, YAY! I love snow, and last year we hardly had any. We’re calling a place that delivers half cords of wood to get one delivered this weekend hopefully, with any luck that’ll be all we need this winter for our fireplace, and hopefully we’ll find room on our little porch for it all, hehehe.
Good news! Yesterday I made several breakthroughs with PHP and MySQL! I ended up creating a user for ‘guest’ in the guestbook database, made a table called book, went and then connected with php and I was able to write to the database using the mysql php module. Then I was able to grab the entries made by the php page with more php and display them on a page… all this took about 3-4 hours. Then this morning I finally got finished being able to post all the entries onto one page.. this was actually the hardest part of the whole process.! Uh, well if anyone is interested I’ll just post what I did after the connection to the database was established here:
$Rows = mysql_query(“select count(*) from book;”) or die (“Invalid Query”);
$NumberOfEntries = mysql_result($Rows,0);
$Entry = mysql_query(“select * from book;”) or die (“Invalid Query”);
while ($NumberOfEntries >= 1)
{
$NumberOfEntries–;
printf(“Date: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”date”));
printf(“Name: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”name”));
printf(“Email: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”email”));
printf(“Webpage: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”webpage”));
printf(“How: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”how”));
printf(“Comments: %s?br?n”, mysql_result($Entry,$NumberOfEntries,”comments”));
printf(“?br??br?”);
}
Hrm, it appears these weblogs dont like replacement values for <'s and >‘s … well that’s what those ?’s are in the code %)
That looks like this (with two entries in the database at the moment):
It’s not very complicated, but I am really inexperienced with both MySQL and PHP, so it’s quite an acomplishment for me %) I’m really excited. I will make it all “pretty” today, and I’ll have Myk add a user for me in the MySQL database on the Cobalt (currently only root can write to the database, and I dont have the root pass) so I can put this on my webpage tomorrow. YAY!!!
We decorated the tree last night, well, put lights on it and an angel on top, hehe. We have bulbs to put on it, but none of those little wire things that you hang the bulbs from, I think we had this problem last year as well and said “aw we’ll get them next year..” hehe. The tree looks nice just with lights on it tho %)
My father called me last night. He seems to be doing alright, I guess his arthritis is getting pretty bad so he is seeing doctors about it… but he’s doing ok in the rehab program, reading a lot and doing a lot of writing, which is all cool ’cause those are things I enjoy too, and that I know he enjoyed before he became an alcoholic. It was nice talking to him though, even if half the conversation consisted of “you should move back to new england, the job market is nice, it’s beautiful here, you will be near family!” … I do love new england, but I don’t have terribly strong family bonds, so the only reason I would move up there is if Myk could find a good job, and we could find a nice place to live. My dad asked if I was getting married sometime too, ugh, my *mother* asks that everytime I talk to her too! Parents! They’re divorced, I’d think they’d know better than anyone not to rush into anything… I guess they just want to see me taken care of *shrugs*
Anyway, I’m gonna go make my guestbook pretty %) I’ll be making a “preview entry” page too I think, it’ll be fun anyway, I like making things pretty, hehe. *wanders off*