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Movies, Christmas, broken Blinker, the move, F/OSS

I saw The Princess and the Frog with Nita the weekend before last. The verdict? I loved it, probably my favorite movie of the year. It’s no secret that I love Disney animated films, but aside from the standard Pixar gems, none have really captivated me like this one did since Lilo and Stitch back in 2002. The characters were delightful, the bad guy was deliciously bad, and I have to admit to picking up the soundtrack last week, I own a lot of Disney soundtracks but it had been a few years since I picked a new one up. That weekend was also spent enjoying the first snowstorm of the season, Saturday being so bad that leaving my apartment wasn’t a reasonable possibility. Fun snow!

I saw Avatar in 3D on Saturday with Nita and mct. It was less captivating, but it was quite pretty to look at.

Christmas was pleasant, I woke up to a thoughtful Christmas present from Simcoe of paper snowflakes (this means she shredded my toilet paper, gah). I was on call but that wasn’t very time-consuming and I was able to spend the evening with Crissi, Jon and their family at a casual buffet-style Christmas dinner to which I brought freshly baked chocolate chip cookies and mashed potatoes.

My poor car will be going back into the shop. Back in May I had the power window regulator go on the driver’s side, guess what broke last week? Passengers side window regular. This isn’t a cheap fix, and I’m not impressed that this happened less than two months before I’m selling the car. I’ll be calling my mechanic this week to schedule the repair. As emotionally attached as I am to Blinker, and thankful that a friend of mine was able to sell it to me under the conditions he did in the time frame he did, that silly car has been quite the money pit – given all the repairs it needed this year I realized I was spending $200/mo on the silly thing, plus insurance, gas and regular oil changes, yeesh. I have to say, living in San Francisco and taking public transportation everywhere will be a welcome change.

San Francisco! I am moving in less than two months. As mentioned in a previous post I have a lot to do before the move, and MJ and I have been chipping away at that these past couple weeks. We now have plane tickets purchased for the trip, after moving everything on Monday the 15th we’ll be flying out to SF on the 16th. I’m planning on taking the whole week off from work so I’ll have 5 days to settle in before I need to get back to work. I can’t begin to describe how excited I am for the move, every day I think of another reason why it’ll be awesome (today’s reason? sourdough!).

I haven’t talked much about open source project stuff this month. To be honest with plans for the move starting to get rolling, the holidays, and a million other things on my mind I’ve not been as active as in months past, mostly just working on things I already have going as needed. It’s been a welcome break and allowed me to step back and refocus. This past week I’ve been able to get some Debian dev work I’ve been putting off done, there is still a lot to do but I’ve made good progress. I’m also starting to get caught up on my email backlog.

Now going to chill out with some TV. I watched season 4 of Dexter this month, caught up on Burn Notice and Dollhouse. Retro TV wise I’ve been watching Forever Knight and The X-Files. With The X-Files there is a question as to where I should stop, at first I figured I’d stop at the first movie (so, finish with season 5) but it turns out season 6 has some really great episodes, maybe I’ll stop when Mulder leaves in season 7. On the TV menu for tonight? Probably will watch an episode of Season 3 of Star Trek: The Next Generation before bed.

Christmas 1984

This is my second Christmas living by myself. I’m fortunate enough to have friends who have invited me to Christmas festivities both last year and this one so I didn’t need to spend the holiday alone.

In spite of not being a Christian, the secular angle of this holiday was important when I was younger. My family was not wealthy, and like all families, it was far from perfect, but my parents worked hard to to make Christmas (as well as Thanksgiving and Easter) special. We always had a beautiful real tree with piles of presents beneath, traditions which included a formal afternoon dinner, and most of all, as sappy and silly as it sounds – we always felt loved, safe and provided for. I’ll always be grateful to my parents for this.


Lyz and Heather on Christmas in 1984

These days I still put up lights and a (fake) tree so I’m reminded of the season (and oooh, colorful lights and penguins!). Tomorrow, Christmas, I am spending the evening at Christmas dinner with a local family who invited me to spend it with them and their extended family.

Happy Holidays everyone!

Thanksgiving, gyms, pinball, move planning

I arrived at the Philadelphia airport late Saturday morning following the Ubuntu Developers Summit. The flight out of Dallas at 6-something AM after the UDS wrap-up the night before was a challenge, but I made it. I ended up sleeping the entire flight in a feat of airplane sleeping success that still amazes me, I don’t typically have trouble napping, but sleeping for a whole flight? Wow! I met MJ at the airport, as we scheduled our flights to come in on the same morning, he was staying for the week of Thanksgiving.

Unfortunately he ended up with a cold during his visit, but we had a nice time otherwise. We talked about some plans with regard to my move out to San Francisco in February (moving week is the week of Feb 14th). Thanksgiving was spent with his family, less than half of whom I’d met prior to this. There was turkey and football and all the predictable trimmings, and I was terribly shy as I always am in “meet the family” situations (ok, and in a lot of situations!). I also spent some time tagging along as he visited some local friends over the weekend.

I hate saying goodbye after visits, he flew out Sunday after Thanksgiving with only tentative plans to visit again before the move. Luckily those plans are no longer tentative, he’s flying out again for New Years :) To cheer me up after seeing him off Sunday night I ended up doing some shopping and swung by the brand new LA Fitness in Pottstown. I walked out with a membership. I got my first gym membership in 2006 with LA Fitness when I was working for Tyco. When I took the job with LinuxForce and no longer had a local LA Fitness to visit I ended up with a membership at the local YMCA. Given my transient state home-wise last year I ended up canceling that membership once my year-long commitment was satisfied, so I’ve been without a gym membership for over a year. I’d been playing with the idea of getting a membership at a local “cheap and in a shopping center” gym for a while but never went through with it (no pools? *pout*). The building of this new LA Fitness within 10 easy minutes of where I live was exciting, I’ve put on weight since the divorce and I’m really not feeling great about it. Plus I felt terribly out of shape and getting out to the gym gives me a place to go after work where I can be around people. Plus they have a pool! Win all around!

Monday I ended up with MJ’s cold, woke up with a terrible sore throat and terrible congestion. By Wednesday I was in the midst of cold coma – I’m so glad I work from home, otherwise I would have missed work over this, pretty much every day that week was spent either working or sleeping. I spent the weekend recovering too, I didn’t actually start feeling much better until last Tuesday and even now have a worse than normal cough lingering. I hate colds.

Last Tuesday was PLUG North and a great Nagios presentation by Andrew Libby. After which I had my first meal with others where I actually felt like a human again (did I mention it was a bad cold?). Wednesday evening was the first Ubuntu Women meeting on IRC since UDS, notes here. The team has a lot to work through but we’re moving forward on selecting a leader for the next 6 months (not me, with a move across the country coming up I don’t have time!). I spent the rest of this week catching up on a million project things I didn’t get to during the week of Thanksgiving or while I was sick. I still haven’t fully caught up (if I owe you an email, sorry! I will try to get to them all soon).

Saturday I attended the Northeast USA indoor “holiday geeknic” – which means we all went to the local Pinball Parlour and played pinball with a bunch of people for a couple hours and then headed out to dinner.

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Sunday was spent at home doing some more catch up, some shopping and cleaning and by doing experiments on cats. One consideration with this move is cat transport, as they’re both coming with me to California (of course!). The options were: carry-on, checked luggage or cargo. My experiment was a vet-approved test to see how they’d behave after taking a small dosage of an anti-anxiety medication. How’d they do? Failed. The medication was a mild sedative so they had some trouble walking (poor kitties!) but when I packed them up in their carrier and drove them around for a couple hours they had no trouble meowing frequently. I think my cats are just too vocal to be good airplane cabin companions. The checked luggage option ended up being expensive and not fantastic, plus the temperature restrictions were troublesome for flying out of Philly in Feburary. Cargo? Sounds scary right? Turns out that Delta has pretty reasonable rates for pets as cargo, they could fly on a Delta flight we choose the same day we fly out, and their service seems safe and attentive to pets. Cargo it is!

MJ has been awesome through all this move planning, which is great because while I am good at being calm and patient about most things, moving gets under my skin. As I start to inventory the things I own, it’s so tempting to get out a big garbage can (or donation bag) and start purging “stuff I don’t really need” because I can’t be bothered to move it. His reassurance that storage space is available and he’ll help me handle the details of shipping has been quite soothing on my troubled mind. I’m trying not to worry about it. There are a lot of things I still need to sort through – getting health insurance out in CA (my current plan only covers PA), details related to selling my car, getting all kinds of other little things wrapped up here in PA. I have a very nice, almost new (a year old) queen size mattress and box spring I’d like to get rid of during the week of the move (so I can sleep on it until then!) and I need to get rid of my ancient dresser (falling apart a bit, but has a nice huge mirror), and a couple old CRT TVs, all of which will end up at Good Will unless I find better homes for them. Ugh, I am getting tired just writing about the move, how terrible is that?

The gym membership is working out better than I expected so far, upon emerging from my cold I’ve been going pretty frequently. A couple times late last week, hit the pool on Monday, got a really nice, impressively long cardio workout done yesterday. Good news is it turns out that in spite of the weight I’ve put on, I’m not actually as out of shape as I thought. I’ll keep it up, getting out of the apartment to hit the gym is making me feel great.

Plans for the rest of the month… more of the same. I decorated and got a little fake tree decorated with lights, but Christmas won’t be a big holiday for me this year, instead I’ll be celebrating New Years more. More move planning, more catching up on project work. There are also some things I’d like to do before moving away from Philadelphia, so I’ll see what (and who!) I can squeeze in for visits in the next couple months. I’m also flying my mother down to visit in the middle of January for a long weekend, which will be the first time she’s been to a place I’ve lived since leaving home.

And now it’s past my bedtime. Haven’t been sleeping great this past week or so (very unusual for me, I’m an expert sleeper!) so here’s hoping tonight is better.

My father

My father passed away 5 years ago today.

I miss you Daddy, you’re still an inspiration.

Ubuntu Developer Summit for Lucid Lynx – Dallas, Texas: Thursday and Friday

Yes, I’m trying to set a record for latest UDS wrap-up post! Finally, here’s the follow-up to my last post.

UDS Day 4

Encouraging A Diverse Community

This was a really interesting session as it focused less on tackling the diversity issue directly and instead focused on getting folks involved in general. Amber Graner drew a picture of a ladder and a lattice to describe contributing to Ubuntu. The point? There isn’t a “top” goal to reach when it comes to contributions. Contributors can start at any point and move to any other point in the project. You can start in your LoCo team drift into Development and end up spending most of your time in the Artwork team – all these contributions are important, none valued higher than others within the community. By cultivating this community where all kinds of contributions are highly valued and encouraging all kinds of people to contribute, the hope is that diversity will come.

Team Leadership Workshop

This ended up being a really great brainstorming session with several leaders within the community. A couple of lists where generated regarding leadership within Ubuntu, but which extended into leadership everywhere. The topics covered where signs of a good leader, and the challenges that face leaders. The usual staples of good leadership where addressed (trustworthy, good communication skills, having purpose, ability to delegate), but also a couple that were less obvious: having had an influential mentor/role model in the past and being aware of burnout (as described by Jono Bacon here, or nicely outlined by Thomas Thurman here). As far as challenges go, there was a contentious discussion regarding “Protecting people working for/with you from higher level cruft” which led to concerns about transparency, at what point do you take leadership problems within a community behind closed doors? At which point does public squabbling amongst leaders and members of a project start harming the project more than full transparency helps? It’s something that’s come up with a project I’ve been working on, and I think the answer really depends on the community, with a tendency to lean toward transparency whenever possible.

Texas Team

At noon I met up with several folks from the Ubuntu Texas team who drove out to meet up and dicuss the future of the team. I attended in my capacity as a US Teams mentor to hekp things along, and it was a pleasure to meet up with some locals while I was there in Dallas. The team made great progress at the meeting that they will share and discuss with folks who were unable to attend and even selected a new team contact! I am hopeful that future meetings on IRC where geography is less of a problem can be just as fruitful.


Texas Team, photo from Daniel Stone

Lucid Governance Changes Roadmap

We really wanted to knock out all the doubts the community had regarding governance within Ubuntu. Having grown so organically it’s come to our attention that some of the procedures weren’t as transparent as we would have liked, lots of sessions on this subject really helped us identify and work toward ironing these out.

Organised Writing for Ubuntu Learning

Martin Owens and I led this Learning Team session where we primarily workes to introduce attendees to the project and outline some steps forward. This project is quite dear to me, and while I don’t think a lot was actively accomplished in this session itself, Martin’s aggressive push of this project throughout the week and demos of his new gui application to log into launchpad and configure bzr with a few clicks did great things for the project. Onward and upward!

Ubuntu Governance

More governance! Continuing discussions from earlier.

After the sessions wrapped up 7 of us piled into an SUV limo to head out to the firing range! It was the second trip Ubuntu folks took to the range that week, the first of which I missed due to not arriving in Dallas until late Monday evening. I got to shoot a gun for the first time in my life! A glock… something, it was black.

Lyz vs. Zombies

After the shooting range we walked over to a local sushi place for dinner before heading back to the hotel.


Photo from Timo Jyrinki

UDS Day 5

IRC Council Lucid Plans (3rd session) –

Do we really need 3 IRC meetings? As I mentioned in my last post, lots of progress was made! And the fruits of this progress have already started to come about, with the recent Renewed call for nominations for the IRC Council to dig deeper into the IRC community for candidates.

Ubuntu LoCo Leadership Series

Amber Graner led this session with her fantastic plans for a comprehensive leadership document. There was such overwhelming support for her document outline that the discussion immediately went into how we’d go about collaboratively editing and distributing it. The session ended on distributing the leadership document via the “How to Spread Ubuntu” section of the Ubuntu Community Learning Project.

LoCo Member Recruitment Workshop

Grant Bowman led this great session where I learned about the Ubuntu Hour idea from Fabián Rodríguez, what I fun idea! *starts scheming*

Unify Council Restaffing Process

Honestly? We were all a bit giggly at this point. The Community Council had already loosely put together some ideas for unifying the restaffing process where predictable timelines are set for elections and appointments – it’s still on my ToDo list to put this into a pretty form for sharing. I should do that. The rest of the session was spent doing a wrap-up of the Community Track that week to tie off loose ends.

Next steps for the Ubuntu Women project (3rd session) –

In this last session of we solidified our Lucid cycle roadmap.

And UDS is over! Well… except for the evening BBQ and Allstars entertainment. Fun times were had by all, as you can see by Chris Crisafulli’s party photos can attest to, including this gem:

Oh bother, here I am with drinks and guns all in a single post! I blame Texas (besides, ice skating was still more dangerous!).

Moving to San Francisco

The title says it all! Well, not all. I’m moving in February to live in San Francisco (first time living IN a city for me!) with my boyfriend MJ.

A lot went into this decision to move and it hasn’t been an easy choice. For the past 8 years I’ve called the Philadelphia area my home, put a lot of work into local Open Source initiatives here, made friends, started to build my professional career and networks. But when it came down to it, I have been wanting a change. I fell in love with San Francisco when I first visited MJ out there a year and a half ago, and each time I fly out there it pains me that I have to leave again. I now feel the time, place and circumstances are all right for this move.

I still have some tasks to hand off, so if you’re interested in doing work with PLUG, PhillyChix or Ubuntu Pennsylvania please let me know. I’ll be keeping my job at LinuxForce for the foreseeable future in an arrangement I’m grateful my boss has accepted.

I’m sure going to miss hoagies.

Ubuntu Developer Summit for Lucid Lynx – Dallas, Texas: Tuesday and Wednesday

Last week I attended my first Ubuntu Developer Summit! It was a pleasure to be sponsored for this trip, so thanks again to Canonical for handling travel expenses, and to LinuxForce and my boss for allowing me to take the time off to attend.

My flight came in Monday evening, grabbed a taxi and checked in to my room (very nice, on the 29th floor!). Then headed down to the bar where I was grabbed by Mackenzie Morgan and finally was able to meet Mark Shuttleworth, Laura Czajkowski, Jono Bacon, Alan Pope, Dave Walker, Mike Basinger and others over dinner. It ended up being quite a late night!

Tuesday morning I woke up bright and early to have a delicious breakfast (they feed us a lot at UDS!) and was able to finally meet Martin Owens, all decked out in his hat and suit. After breakfast the sessions started! I ended up mostly on the Community Track, so attended the Community Roundtable each morning first thing. I’m going to try to give key highlights from sessions for each day, but I’m sure I’ll miss some important things, so be sure to follow up with blueprint for more details on each of these sessions.

UDS Day 2

LTSP goals for Lucid

The Linux Terminal Server Project is a really great one and one we’ve used in the Ubuntu Pennsylvania Team. One of the things the team is working that caught my interest on a LiveDVD version of LTSP on Ubuntu so an instant LTSP server could be created by popping a DVD into a networked server. Very cool.

IRC Council Lucid Plans

In the first of several sessions during the week, several of us on the Ubuntu Community Council were able to sit down with a couple members of the Ubuntu IRC Council and discuss the status and future of the Ubuntu IRC community. Over 3 formal sessions, and several less formal discussions throughout the week the Councils made considerable progress in both professional and personal relations between the Councils. It’s really a testament to the value of these real life UDS meetings, being able to talk through differences and misunderstandings in the same room really gave us a clear path forward and it was a real pleasure to work with everyone involved to make progress.

Next Steps for the Ubuntu Women Project

I have to admit, with the major discussions surrounding Women in F/OSS this year I was nervous about this session. This first session was recorded on video (hopefully will be online soon over at http://ubuntudevelopers.blip.tv/!) and had outstanding attendance. We had voices from several women within the project who have not been very involved with the Ubuntu Women project, and Mark Shuttleworth joined us shortly after we began to offer some viewpoints regarding project goals and team resources. I left this first session feeling refreshed and much more confident about the future of the project.

By the end of the week (we had 3 sessions in total) we had a solid Road Map for the Lucid Cycle. Huge thanks to Amber Graner, Laura Czajkowski, Mackenzie Morgan and Jono Bacon for being instrumental in planning, hosting and making these sessions a success and to everyone who joined us throughout the week to offer support, observations, encouragement and suggestions.

Community input in board and council elections

There are a few formal boards and councils exist within the Ubuntu project for handling major segments of the Ubuntu community so that the Community Council can balance the load some. Most of these were created approximately two years ago and we’ve started to have members expiring from the teams and have been working toward finding the best ways to restaff them. We tend to want to lean toward votes from the community in all cases we can, but sometimes the pool of members is unclear (who can vote for LoCo Council? IRC Council?). Further solid structure surrounding restaffing also needed to be discussed (What steps are required? How long should we leave open nominations, shortlisting and voting? etc). This session was the first of a few Governance sessions throughout the week.

Decide New Bantracker Features

The new IRC Ban/Issue tracker is going to ROCK! The current one is still functional isn’t very scalable (so the number of people who can use it is limited) and there are a lot more features that the IRC Team wants to see. This was an exciting session where a lot of ideas for the new tracker, including some ideas that could make the Appeal Process within IRC a more obvious process. Benjamin Rubin details some of the new Bantracker ideas here, as well as other things discussed during the IRC sessions.

Adopt-an-Upstream

This was a really interesting session regarding improving relations with upstream projects by “adopting” an upstream project to act as a bridge and help handle relations and tasks. It’s detailed on the Ubuntu wiki here: https://wiki.ubuntu.com/Upstream/Contacts. Fascinating idea, and one that has been done informally for a very long time, it’s great to see a structure and expectations document in place.

This second day was the first for me, and quite a whirlwind! We wrapped it up by having an Ubuntu Women dinner at Monica’s Aca Y Alla Restaurant. We ended up having about 23 people came out (and no one got pictures, d’oh!) and the vast majority of them were women within the project. It ended up being a really fun dinner, after which I turned in a bit early at the hotel to be ready for UDS Day 3!

UDS Day 3

Debian Relationship Health Check

I was very happy to attend this session on collaboration upstream with Debian and to see so much work being put into this collaboration. The projects have always been very closely linked, with a lot of folks like myself coming into Ubuntu with a history in Debian, and Ubuntu developers becoming Debian Developers to contribute directly upstream. It was great to see a concerted effort for Ubuntu folks to contribute directly to Debian and to get a review of some of the current technical things being done to track bugs and patches between the projects.

Next Steps for the Ubuntu-NGO Team

If there were more hours in the day, I’d totally be working hard on the Ubuntu Non-Government Organization Project. This session covered a lot of the early efforts of solidifying a path forward for this team. Results of this session are up on the blueprint, but their Software and papercuts initiatives particularly caught my interest. Maybe I can find more hours in a day…

Release collaboration with Debian

This was a really interesting session discussing some of the issues with software versioning between Lucid and Squeeze with particular focus on the challenges facing Python versions between the two distros. This is also the session where I learned that they’ll be going with the 2.6.32 kernel for Lucid.

Ubuntu Americas Board Meeting

Not actually a session, but we hosted a “live” North and South American regional approval board meeting at UDS – which means a bunch of us board members sat together in the Grand Ballroom and spoke in real life about the membership candidates coming before the board in IRC. This was a blast, and talking in real time gave us the chance to move through more candidates than usual. Results have been posted here.

Next Steps For The Ubuntu Women Project (2nd Session) –
IRC Council Lucid Plans (2nd session) –

These two sessions were continuations of ones discussed above. I was really pleased with how flexible the scheduling for core community projects was during this UDS, Jorge Castro and Jono Bacon did a phenomenal job with this for us.

We wrapped up the day and a whole bunch of us headed out to The Galleria mall for dinner and… ice skating! Dinner was at Five Guys, yum! And I hadn’t ice skating in years. I was bad at it the last time I did it over a decade ago and I’m still pretty bad at it. At least I didn’t fall down at all, and I did manage to skate without holding on to the railing …eventually!


Photo by Laura Czajkowski, more ice skating photos

Unfortunately there were a couple injuries related to ice skating, a concussion that was discovered the next day, and a fellow who ended up limping through the rest of UDS due to what he later discovered was a chipped bone (ouch!).

I’ll be posting about the rest of the week in the coming days, since returning home I’ve been pretty busy between work, MJ visiting, Thanksgiving plans, PLUG and a thousand little things I’m following up with post-UDS.

Blogs on a Plane

This American Airlines flight offers wifi, so I paid $12.95 to get it. Wince, I know, but the novelty! And really not so bad to keep me entertained during the flight. IRC on a plane, w00t! It’s actually pretty decent, my ssh sessions have been quite zippy. It’ll be nice when wifi on flights becomes more common… power outlets would be nice too, the mini9 will last through this flight but it wouldn’t make it on a trip to California.

I’m on my way to Dallas for the Ubuntu Developer Summit for Lucid Lynx. This will be my first UDS, and I’m very happy that it’s taking place in a city I’ve never been to and it’s for a Long Term Service (LTS) release. Should be a fun and hopefully very productive week, and I’m really looking forward to meeting a lot of people I’ve only worked with online so far and there should be some really great sessions on projects I’ve been putting a lot of work into these past few months.

Otherwise… between trips life has been pretty low-key lately. Doing a lot of Ubuntu project work, reading, working, zoning out in front of the TV (especially when I had a bit of a cold late last week and into the weekend, thankfully feeling much better today). I have a flight early on Saturday morning out of Dallas and I’ll be meeting MJ at the Philadelphia airport (he’s flying in the same morning!) so we can spend Thanksgiving week together, hooray :)

I could have sworn I had more to say, how on earth did I used to blog so often when I my life was less exciting than it is now?

Holiday Card Call!

Every year I try to send out a big ole batch of wintertime holiday cards to friends and acquaintances online. Reading this? That means you! Even if you’re outside the United States, I always end up sending at least a half dozen overseas, and that’s always fun :)

Drop me an email with your address if you’d like one: lyz@princessleia.com (Please put “Holiday Card” in the subject so I can filter it appropriately).

Typical disclaimer: No, I’m not a Christian even though I celebrate “Christmas” with trees and pretty lights, and the cards will non-religious in theme (they’ll probably be pink, or have penguins, or both…).

“Issues of Women in Open Source” for Ubuntu Open Week, and “Why?”

Last week I did a presentation for Ubuntu Open Week on the Ubuntu Women Project covering some of the “Issues” that are involved in why many women feel discouraged within the community. Full logs of the session can be found here. Mackenzie Morgan followed up my session with one describing what the Ubuntu Women project is actually doing to address these concerns, full logs of her session are here.

Truly Mackenzie’s session was much more valuable than mine, and I’d like to do away with mine entirely when more people understand that there are challenges facing women who join F/OSS communities. Unfortunately each time we have one of these sessions we spend a considerable amount of time justifying the project to folks – why we exist and why we are so targeted toward women (rather than other groups who are poorly represented).

The sessions went well, the questions were good and engaging, and once again it’s nice to have such a supportive community.

After the session I was asked a question privately which seemed simple but really got me thinking:

“Why are you involved with promoting Women in F/OSS, did these groups actually help you? How?”

So to simply answer the second question first – yes, they absolutely helped me, I would never have made it this far without groups like Ubuntu Women and LinuxChix.

How did they help? I’ve wanted to write a long “How Women in F/OSS groups helped me” essay for quite some time now, but I never quite get around to it, so here’s the rough version:

When I started using Linux back in 2002 it was with significant help of my boyfriend at the time. I had a number of local friends who were supportive of my involvement, but I always felt like I was at least 20 steps behind all my friends when learning things, was too timid to ask questions in any public forums, and even with supportive friends at the local LUG meeting, I always felt a bit uncomfortable as one of the only women.

My boyfriend discovered LinuxChix in late 2002 and pointed me in that direction – suddenly I wasn’t alone anymore! In 2003 I worked with Samantha Ollinger to launch the Philadelphia chapter of LinuxChix so I could meet up with more local women using Linux. The local chapter and international LinuxChix lists provided a comfortable environment where we should share stories of success and frustration, get advice from each other on many issues, and simply geek out with other women who shared our interests. Now, don’t get me wrong, I have loads of fun with my male geek friends, but there is something vital to me about being able to commune with other women. Feeling less alone as a women in F/OSS made a huge difference for me.

In 2006 I got involved with Ubuntu Women, which has been the only specifically geared group I’ve been a part of for encouraging women within a project. It’s been an important “safe place” for me to discuss things I encounter within the project, bounce ideas off of others, answer questions that folks ask about expanding involvement of women in their projects. What I’ve gained from this project through the support of peers is the confidence to be heavily involved in the Ubuntu community. I’ve made friends through the project who I know I can drop a note to when feeling frustrated and need a sanity check (am I overreacting to be offended by $this? how should I confront $situation without upsetting others?).

So now that I’m full of confidence and successful in F/OSS, why am I still so involved? Why do I choose to spend my time with this?

I’m involved because I feel that having as many people involved with Ubuntu as possible is important and I have the expertise to focus on women as a group to recruit from.

I’m involved because it still helps me, and encouraging and supporting others is very rewarding for me.

I’m involved because my success is not a solitary story, there are several women involved with the Ubuntu community who will state that they’ve been helped by the project or those involved in the project who have learned lessons through involvement and have striven to be more welcoming and encouraging to women in their projects and LoCo teams.

I’m involved because I’ve watched women who felt they couldn’t contribute, who people assumed were “just at an event because they’re someone’s mother/sister/girlfriend” blossom into active members of their LoCo teams because someone spoke to them to find out their interests and talents and get them involved.

I am hopeful that lessons learned within the Ubuntu Women Project regarding support and encouragement will continue become more and more a part of the Ubuntu community. Whether we’re focusing on recruiting more women, more people in our local communities, educators, our grandparents or anyone else, I feel support and encouragement for new contributors of all kinds to the project will remain important to the project and community.